I look for you

I look for you
in every station of this city of yours.
Restlessly, randomly, i look about.
Till I wear myself out

Those are the moments,
when I look within.

I know by heart your address;
Your neighbour's daughters name,
The make of the car you want to buy,
But, I can't find you.

You, have escaped my universe
My streets are bare
my cafes empty
and your name,
Your heartening lovely name,
refuses to take form on my tongue..

It is time that I have lost you to.
Moments and shadows,
have taken you away

I could go on living ofcourse.
Move on to parallel cities,
serial people..

But I stay rooted.
And seek you desperately.
Because I can't do otherwise.
because I am afraid,
That I lost myself
the day I lost you