To see or not to see

Is it necessary that you should be able to see what lies ahead,..not vividly ofcourse..but atleast a nebulous outline of it? I used to think it was. But then there's something wrong with me because I can see nothing. I am having difficulty in figuring out what is it that I truly want to do. This reminds me of something Camus wrote about how you wouldnt live if you continued to search for the meaning of life. This makes me wary. Yet I can't get this confusion out of my head.

I can't see what lies ahead of me
No gut feeling
No senses reeling
Just a languid blank.
I wonder what this is about,
I am shrouded by a nebula of doubt.